Saturday, November 21, 2009

What to do, what to do...

Well, here I am, once again up really late and unsure what to do to pass the time. I have to admit that as I get closer to getting my Master's degree, the further I get from knowing what exactly I want to do with my life. My degree is going to be in Counseling, and while it would be nice to be a counselor, it is not really what I dreamed I would be doing with my life. What would that be, do you ask? I want to write. I want to teach at a college. (English, that is, not Psychology). Now, I cannot really lecture and teach if I do not have at least a Master's in English...sooo now I am left wondering a few things. Do I go BACK to college for another two to three years at 25 so that I can get a Master's and/or Doctorate in English so that I can POSSIBLY be a professor, do I go into a Master's in Fine Arts in writing (that will take a little over a year at the college in St. Charles MO) to possibly become a better writer and maybe teach at a college, or do I suck it up and finally quit going to school. All of these possiblities boggles my mind and makes me feel slightly like a loser.

I really do not want to be stuck in Missouri all of my life, although I am not sure where else I want to be. *wails* I don't mean to sound all depressed and emo, I just am having a lot of whirling thoughts...what to do, what to do.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Hmmm...I'm not sure what to think.

I am sitting here in a room with a whole bunch of drunk people. It started out with just a few friends and then suddenly there were more people and they are really loud. I'm not sure what I think about that. If you know me (which likely most people here do not) I am NOT a drinker, so this is a little bit annoying. They are almost too loud and obnoxious, talking about sex and badly about other people. I can barely think to type this post. Defenately couldn't write. *sigh*

First blog here ever.

Well, I saw this being used by many people, and although I already have a livejournal, I thought I would give this a try. Let's see how this goes.